Saturday, November 14, 2009

Week 33

i don't want to keep on hurting people i hold so dear. i keep wanting to change, but somehow just keep messing everything up. i don't know what to do anymore >.<

i really wanted to be contingent commander. or at least try for it. peer pressure is my downfall. and fear of rejection. and being scorned by others. that's not going to happen anymore. the feeling of regret after it is too unbearable.

i shall blog about taiwan r&r tmr. hopefully.

i'm going to run now. then come back and get dragged to see a shrink.


"We'll all grow up one day...We might as well know what we want." -Little Women

whizzer; 2:21:00 PM