Saturday, February 26, 2005

reminiscence

sry ok..i didnt mean it..i wasnt trying 2 pry or anythng..jus dat u sounded so..frustrated? nvm..

e pressure's too much..dunno whether i shld go ahead with it..i noe i've already said i will..but..its lyk i cant seem 2 b able 2 go thru with it..n at e same time i cant back down coz its already been arranged..i really dont noe....

its hasnt exactly been smooth sailing..u dont noe how i feel at all..im not wat i always seem..pple hv their low pts in life u noe..sry if u find it irritating or anythng..n i wasnt shouting..i jus wan sumone 2 tok 2....

was just going thru my pics..seeing e pics of justina's last dae at sch brot back really gd memories..but vry sad too..shes now in the states doing her degree..den looked thru my last yr entries..didnt want 2 rd e 1 abt justina's last dae at sch..really cant bear 2 rmbr those times..gd times i guess..really..cant help but feel moments of loneliness....

dun feel lyk going on anymore..sry bout dat..jus cant bring myself 2 continue....

Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

Take a look at me now

whizzer; 10:12:00 pm

Friday, February 25, 2005

exhausted =|

its been a loooong wk..physics test..geog test..n sum more i cant rmbr..vry tired..anywayz 2dae was quite slack. 1st was english..did a compre..ok lah..quite doable..shld b able 2 score well..den was maths..continued quadratic functions..den recess..went with zw 2 snack machine..found it swamped with sec 1/2s..so sian..den wait wait..den e stooopid machine didnt return me my 60c change..dun care lah..cant b bothered anymore..sry lah..den went back 2 class n ran around..(NOT literally) den was chinese..kennard n hao yang came back lyk 15 min late coz they went dialogue session..den mdm ong gave another ying yong wen..after we jus passed up 1 2dae..haiz..den after dat was SS..best period of e dae..coz JS had sumthng on so couldnt come in..so we basically jus fooled around lah..den yong jing attached (?) tze wei's zen touch 2 e projector n speakers so we could listen 2 music n play n wadeva..(ok nex part prefects dun rd hor) so got pple playing bridge with uno cards..legal? i dunno..i guess...den got pple playing hp..den got pple lyk chris zhao n zw n me listening 2 mp3..den run around sum more..den finish..school

den ate early lunch at canteen with zw, syl, yong jing, chris, tze wei, kennard, n sum other pple..den went 4 RE..den finish den go home..den on way back chinese tuitor called ask y i not back yet..den i was lyk!?!? u said u come around 3.30 - 4.30 den suddenly say 2.30!?!?!? i jus on way home lorz..ok den nvm..quikly rush home den got it over with..den rest a while den had piano..asked charlene 2 help me do improvisation..den ate early dinner den had maths tui..7.30 - abt 9.50..den finally can rest liaoz..sigh..so tired..now watching survivor..yeah..wadeva..so dats it lorz..

sch life now vry hectic..so bz..1 of my high pts in sch i guess is choir prac..n fooling around with frenz lah..next wk's another hectic wk..lots of tests..n other stuff..another wk..den another wk..den march hols..den i-learning..not much 2 lk forward 2..coz hols wil b taken up by hw n stuf..as usual..argh forget it..dats 4 me 2 worry abt later..oh well..bye 4 now den..gdnite.....

whizzer; 10:32:00 pm

Thursday, February 24, 2005

redoubable et forgueux (Fiery & Formidable)

hey..havent felt lyk blogging..til now i guess. stressing yr..lots of tests..hw..quizzes..etc. wont go into details of e wk..too much 2 tok abt..anywayz i shall attempt 2 summarise it..sort of..

Mondae: normal 3 sciences dae..sigh..anywayz quite ok..only eventful thing (well sort of) was SS..firstly, b4 lunch was physics, so tlai tried 2 use com but couldnt login 2 her novell account so after wasted 15 min, she said "y dun u guys go 4 lunch 4 15 min 1st den go straight 2 physics lab 4 lesson".......erm..so ok lorz..den went 2 lab 4 lesson..til 2.21..so had 2 quikly rush 2 class 4 ss..coz late liaoz..den went 2 class den i was 1st there so i jus opened e back door den JS shouted OUT! so by dat time kennard n sum guys were there liaoz..so explain 2 her y late..den she went back in..den we stone outside 4 1min..den sam say she call me in..(im ss rep) den she was lyk..y com not working nvr tel me earlier?! (more stuff) so now how? where do we go? huh? can u suggest? (sum more stuff) so i suggested avt..but den she said nd 2 setup dunno wad or sumthng lah..so i said seminar rm..den she didnt say anythng..so she jus got her stuff n left lah..err..so anywayz told e rest of e class 2 come in den quikly pack up n went 2 find her lah..den avt was occupied so she said wait 4 her outside st1..den went there den she came out den dao us den went straight 2 seminar rm with us in tow..........den got there den call me, tze wei, terence and zhuang yi (ss rep, physics rep, 2 IT reps) den started lecturing..sort of..or mayb in between dat n scolding..den say nex time tel tlai 2 end on time n wadeva..den told me if com not working go find her n ask whether she nd den can find sum place else..den say IT reps if com got prob tel e reps so can tel e teachers...but den during physics tlai called e technicians liao...den dey say dey will try 2 fix..den straightaway after our short lunch was physics den ss liaoz...so how i go tel her!? anywayz didnt even noe whether they fixed e com liaoz ma..walau..den she said shes not scolding me or sumthng..but actually shes quite nice lah..den after dat was choir..sec 1s..so do sunset again..den toh say i do sop melody part 4 pokpok 4 syf..so den sectionals w sec 1s again..dennis being influenced by chris..anywayz i'll stop here 4 mondae..

Tuesdae: 3 sciences dae again...so sian..so had physics test..n dunno wad else lah..couldnt hv been vry interesting coz i cant rmbr..lolx..

Wednesdae: dat was yesterdae..cant rmbr much abt sch..only choir did sunset 4 syf..den toh left n we had sectionals n auditions 4 sunset at e same time..so i did with gerald as usual..i got 25/30..ok lah..gerald got 23..but den aruun got 27 coz he didnt refer 2 score..aiyah..but if i wanna redo mondae got auditions again..haha..so can get higher score! haha..

Todae: quite ok dae..had pe b4 recess..flrball! yay..but dis time we had in e hall..split e class into 2 n lines..so we switched lines evry 2 min or sumthng..vry fun..FLOORBALL ROX! but i think 2dae was e last time we having flrball..kuan said sumthng abt it i think..so sad..nex pe module is volleyball..den basketball..den swimming..argh..basketball so boring..argh anywayz..tml will b vry vry bz..after sch got re..den got chinese tuition..den got piano..den got maths..haiz..so sianz..hopefully can survive thru tml..aiyah.......

realised thruout dis wk dat sum pple hv changed..sum..not dat many but there is a noticeable change..dunno y..mayb its just me but i feel dat he's ignoring me..no any1 in my class..sum1 else..anywayz found out dat e person dat "cares so much" abt chris (zhao) is in his 3rd lang class..haha..his "incentive" 4 going 2 3rd lang..haha..dats all 4 now den..got a zuo wen n duan wen n ying yong wen 2 do.....cyaz den...buiaz

whizzer; 7:09:00 pm

Sunday, February 20, 2005

teeth-gritting pissed off

I AM SO FREAKIN PISSED! at first i didnt wanna blog 2dae but den decided 2 blow off sum steam..I CANT FREAKIN STAND IT!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR...WADS HIS FREAKIN PROB LAH! CAN DO 2 EVRY1 BUT GET PISSED WHEN SUM1 GOES AGAINST HIM! WTS! DEN FALL BACK ON HIS ONLY LINE OF DEFENCE! GUESS WAD! TRY :'( WTS! sry abt e shouting but im trying 2 b as civil as possible rite now...WALAU EH! CANT STAND IT! y shld i let dat ass bother me...freak...4get it

going back 2 dis morn...*calm* went 2 church as usual...yd ended amazingly on time 2dae...so after dat went 2 sanc 2 2 sit in 4 cantonese service...coz i nd 2 c e order of worship n stuf coz im playing 4 them nex nex wk...so jing wei was playing...so much pressure...she was lyk doing improvisation lorz...in between chords...so i was lyk !?!?!?!? b4 dat i was lyk so happy coz i cld play e main songs quite well...den suddenly she go play dat...walau...anywayz hv 2 try lorz...so during e msg i was lyk !?!?!?!? probably understand 1 millionth of wad e speaker was saying...but cld c he was quite humorous coz pple laughed quite often at wadeva he said...haha...wadeva...so after dat nothing lah...hang around 4 a while den went thomson 4 lunch...ate at jai thai or sumthng...thai restaurant...e hor fun sux! n fried rice ok...fried tang hoon dish vry nice...green curry also vry nice...haha...not dat i ate all 4 lunch lah...tried sum b4...den after dat finally went 2 get my bk (terry brooks's TANEQUIL-sequel 2 jarka ruus) which i've wanted 4 so long...den after flipping 2 e last pg realised theres a 3rd n final bk...not out yet obviously...so den went home...

den go home den ah ting came with wife/baby/ah ling/son 2 visit...den got ang bao...den i went back 2 do work...den evening went grandmas hse as usual...i shall not elaborate on e eventful evening...crap i jus got pissed again...*CALM*

argh no mood liaoz lah...so pissed...try 2 blog again sumtime dis wk...byez...

whizzer; 9:41:00 pm

Saturday, February 19, 2005

overwhelmed!

finally decided 2 blog..another stressing wk..finally got 2 slp at least 8hrs 2dae..yay..haha..now coz its towards e end of term 1 there're lots n lots of tests/quizzes/assignments/projects etc..so sianz..anywayz sec 1s came on wed 4 prac..dunno y toh didnt say anythng abt e concert at all..den he was lyk strictly business..so we did sunset - syf set piece..dats e only 1 we gotta practice well coz pokpok n baylero we did 4 concert liaoz..so jus revise...so alto i think has abt 6 sec 1s..not sure tho..but they're all lyk..erm..not wad we were lyk 2 yrs ago lah..they're more outspoken n bold..really bold..haha..but sum r quite nice lah..so after toh left they was sectionals 4 those who failed auditions 4 concert n sec1s..but i was dragged along by mingshu/julian/weiren..n gerald came along coz his parents werent there yet..hah..so jus go thry warmups n teach them sophage n breathing (breathing techniques)..lolx..theres dis sec1 guy frm china n i dun think he understands wads going on lyk 3/4 of e time..so lyk constantly out of tune n dunno how 2 do dis n dat..so nd 2 work on him more..i guess..muhahaha..gd luck SLs! but generally not bad..partly coz they hv vocal lessons with toh..

so on wed we had chinese test...not enough time..even ong chem moi knew dat..so she told us 2 do changwensuoduan 1st den wadeva else..so did dat in abt 20min..den did e chuanpianciyu thing n zaoju..den cloze..den lijie..or yeah translations too..1st time we had translation (eng-chi)so it was quite ez..it was a poem (who has seen the wind?) haha..so ok lah..managed 2 rush thru..not sure abt e correctness lah..but den tcher said if not enough time or want 2 check thru sum more recess time can go 3g cont..LOL..so can discuss rite..but i didnt lah..dun care..i mean nothing much i can do rite..argh 4get it..den yesterdae had bio quiz after sch..minus 1 mk liaoz..4got what e cell wall of bacteria was made of..(peptidoglycan) so i wrote glycogen..aiyah..but i think shld b quite ok lah..den had half hr of bio..during e last 5 min andrew lim n otto came in 2 judge class deco..hv a really gd chance of winning..even bio n maths tchers think so..thx 2 philbert! (90+% of it done by him)..den went 4 1 hr of RE..managed 2 come up with a gd topic 4 biotech..investigating which enzyme(s) can speed up e rate of degeneration of plastic..or sumthng lyk dat..specifics not finalised coz we thot of e topic lyk in 10 min..haha..den after dat went 2 zw hse 4 a while..help him do transcription 4 his fren..den play retarded carrom 4 a while den went home..haha..dats abt all of e more interesting stuff dis wk lah..oh yeah on thurs during flrball i scored 4 goals! yeah! whooooo.....haha..dats it lah..chat again another time den..gtg clear mountain of hw sitting on my table..cyaz!

whizzer; 2:47:00 pm

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

tests...quizzes...n lots of hw!

hey...vry tired...back 2 my slping times ranging frm 12.30am - 2am...1st it was e stupid eng presentation dat wai sum made me do until 2am while he was snoozing away...not blaming u lah...but vry tiring u noe...den it was geog test...with tons of hw...den now im studying 4 chinese test tml...den on fridae is bio test...!!!!!! so i probably wont b blogging much dis wk...or slping much...notice i changed my music...haha...coz e previous 1 was e only 1 i cld get...frm a friend...so now i got a nice 1...frm another friend...haha...i really lyk dis song...too bad if u dun...haha...anywayz e words are really meaningful...at least 2 me...especially during dis time when sch's so stressful...haha...e only gd pt abt tml is i hv free periods frm after recess owards...haha...coz J.Chong has classes so moved RE 2 1 hr on fri...yay...happy happy happy...(excuse e crazyness...getting influenced by chris kwan...lolx) den got choir after dat...den sec 1s coming! yay...can go bully them...dey so bold n...n...forceful...shant go into details...wads happening 2 young pple these daez...haiz...haha...anywayz gtg now...wan 2 try 2 get more slp 2dae...hopefully...haha =D cyaz!

whizzer; 9:49:00 pm

Friday, February 11, 2005

visitation!

yoz! 2daes fridae! n we got no sch! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! lol...so we decided 2 go back 2 js 2 visit ms tan...anywayz zw was supposed 2 meet me at 8.20am...so i was a bit late den reached bishan mrt at abt 8.26...n AS EXPECTED he wasnt there yet...so i called n guess wad? HE JUS WOKE UP!!! den 8.31 call again...ask him hry up...n guess wad? HE'S BATHING!!! den 8.38 sms him...STIL BATHING...den call...call...call...nvr answer...den later called den he jus leaving home...den call again later...going 2 sch 2 hand up work...den call again later...jus walking out of sch...den walk here walk there lk so stooopid...den saw jun han n guo zhong...den saw sergius going out with friends...den saw daniel young...but he nvr recognise me...den not 100% sure it was him so dun dare call him...aiyah...den lyk no1 noes his hp no 1...or email...dotz...den went 2 check out sweet secrets n found out they only open at 9...so wait 4 zw 2 finally come...den went down at 9.08 n bought a mango mirror...4 ms tan's bdae...3 daez overdue...sry ah...actually i made a card...but den decided 2 scrap it coz turned out a bit ugly...anywayz finally bought e cake n took mrt 2 newton...den lz told me dey went up 2 her class liaoz...6.8...teaching p6 again...haha...coz she says p6 vry stressful den dun want 2 teach but got assigned p6 so too bad lah...haha...so when we reached dey were upstairs lyk pointing at e hall coz she's taking taf club during recess...lol...turned out dey were playing captain's ball...so we met dem there den zw gave her e oranges n i gave e cake! yay...den justin gave dem e age-old idea of hiding my bag lyk last time den ian/dalton n whoever else went 2 do it lah...so lame...i wont elaborate too much or dis will b really long...den kenneth thana dey all go disturb e p6s game...den dey got so pissed...dunno y...den so rude...sum1 even shouted e 'f' word...tsky tsky...young pple nowadayz...so we went down 2 e staff rm...den i was forced 2 port her bks 2 e class...e 5th flr...rite at e top...out old p6 class last time...haha...yay...den chat chat chat there...den her 2003 p6 class also went there...den sit on e flr...haha...while waiting lah...den her class doing work...den edwin take my $1 =( den after byebyez 2 ms tan...den went 2 canteen get a drink n quik snack...den left 4 cine...split with zw n lz n louis n guys coz dey went 2 play pool den go lucius's hse...so we went 2 cine 2 play lan...played cs 4 a while...den switched 2 frozen throne...den...actually dats all i plated 4 lan...hmpf...den went yoshi 4 lunch...den after dat dey wanted 2 go 2nd round of lan...lol...den were deciding between lan, movie (constantine) or going home...den call all e cinemas...den lyk all sold out...so dey were going back 2 lan...so tham n i were lyk leaving...den slowly 1 by 1 e rest followed us coz e lan shop pple dun let dem go in liaoz coz of sumthng 2 do with police check or dunno wad lah...dkdc...den walk back 2 somerset station den take 2 bishan 2 check gv j8 4 tix...but all sold out too...so only kyne n kenneth went 4 e 3.50pm show...sit frontest row...lol...den me tham euge n thana left lorz...go home...coz nothing else 2 do...

it was nice seeing old frenz again...after almost 3 yrs...sum pple changed quite a lot...haha...lyk edwin seems 2 hv put on a bit of weight...n ian chua's face lks more n more lyk a ball...haha...anywayz it's always fun 2 go back visit pri sch...esp ACS(J)!!! haha...but seriously it was gd 2 go back n visit...oh btw we met ms chng (pri 3 form teacher/chi teacher) n amazingly she rmbrs my name! must b bcoz of e report slip mess up thingy...haha...so i was quite surprised when she called my name lah...but den needed sum help 2 rmbr zw's chi name...lol...feel bad 4 not bringing oranges 4 teachers...4got lah...next time go back must make cards 4 more teachers! but dat will probably b teachers' dae...so far...anywayz ms tan jus emailed me say can meet up 4 coffee at j8 sum time...can inform her...haha...yay...so fun!

hope its been fun 4 u guys too! too bad we didnt get 2 watch a movie tho...was realy looking forward 2 it... = but nvm...it was satisfying enough 2 get 2 c old aquaintences! haha...(sry if i spelt dat wrong) hope 2 go back again soon! dats all 4 2dae..quite late liaoz...haha...gdnite!

whizzer; 11:57:00 pm

Thursday, February 10, 2005

CNY dae 2!

hey again guyz...jus got back frm austin hills...actually got back at 6...haha...was quite fun...went swimming...played table tennis and i was reigning champion as usual...lolx...played cards...ate junk food n drinks...must go on diet liaoz...aw...haha...wad else ah...hm...err...oh yeah...bowling...1st game was great! 1 of my personal bests...den 2nd game really lousy...den subsequent games picked up...seems 2 b e pattern evrytime...but ok lah...i finally settled intoa comfortable bowling style...yay...but generally evry1 dunno y improve a lot at bowling...none of e others got lower den 60 dis time...lol...must improve...later lose 2 them! eww...anywayz went 2 carrefour on way there n back...so e 6230 black cover...e 1 only found in us...it was 29.90RM!!!!!! n guess wad...THE STALL WAS CLOSED!!! i was lyk !?!?!?!? THE HORROR!!! haha...sound so despo...buts it vry vry nice...im no materialistic or wadeva...jus dat its vry vry nice...e other phone shops all didnt hv...only got blue yellow brown n silver...yuk...so sad...so im trying 2 ask chee cheen 2 help me buy since he stays nearby there...cant get my hopes too high...

anywayz i saw dis poem(?) printed on a cookie can sumwhere there...1's abt frenship den e other's abt believing in urself or sumthng...haha...it goes lyk dis...

Friendship
As we walk our path of life,
We meet prople everyday,
Most are simply met by chance,
But some are send our way.
They become the special friends,
Whose bond we can't explain,
The ones who understand us,
And share our joy and pain.

(The Other Poem)
You can be what you want to be,
And do what you want to do...
There's nothing that's too difficult,
Or impossible for you.
The stars are just a step away,
And the goals you would achieve,
Are at your very fingertips.
If you will just believe!

so dats it 4 e short poems...dunno wad 2 put 4 e title of "The Other Poem"...haha...anywayz i guess it holds sum kind of relevance...at least 4 me...btw im going 2 visit js tml...with lz, zw, and ac pple...dunno wad class ms tan teaching tho...i asked her but she say "go class to class, level to level, and you will find me"..........sheesh...haha...den she say bring sch mag...photos...wadeva...c 1st lah...haha...

abt sch...thx 2 new frenz n other pple who hv made e start of dis yr a great time 4 me...hope 2 cont dis...its been really great...ok relatively...so u must imagine how bad my class was last 2 yrs...haha...no lah actually it was quite fun too...with victor/marco n pple cracking jokes n stuff...n jon n benoi n ian...even tho got new frenz must stil go out n watch movies n stuff...haha...rmbr ah! ok dats abt it...thx again 2 great frenz n fun classmates! its been great!

hope i dun sound corny...haha...im serious abt all e above...anywayz if u can rd dis...cya! lolz

whizzer; 8:40:00 pm

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

CNY eve

2daez cny eve...yay! went 2 sch as usual dis morn...den went hall 4 assembly...den had e cny celebrations...not bad...4 e bayley item thingy jing zhong n zhao feng sang sum high pitched song...lol...den jotham n jorel...cldnt hear jorel but jotham kpt going out of tune...den yin wei n his bro...yin wei's really gd...1 or 2 minor pitching prob only...his bro quite gd too...but i stil think yin wei's better...shld b able 2 get into rv lah...dunno which section tho...dun think he's fully broken voice yet coz he stil can reach quite high in male voice...haha...lyk me! lolx...den after dat sum tchers came out n dance...den mr lam did his usual cny act...dress up in black den got 2 bodyguards...oh yeah n ms sim n haoran acted sumthng too...dunno wad dat was abt lah...haha...den evrythng else not vry significant...except dat we sang e 'chuan deng' (pass it on) song...dunno y we hv 2 sing it evry yr...tradition i guess....dats it 4 sch celebrations...

dunno y but on sun almost evry1 i chatted 2 had lyk...problems...as in troubles...i shant mention names...but i guess they're ok nowz...haha...but seriously dunno y suddenly evry1 including myself hv sum problems...in sch or at home or wadeva...sum form of troubles...im not trying 2 sound lyk a counsellor or anythng but we shldnt let these things kp us down...must move on rite? haha...so anywayz must try 2 4get n get on with life....rmbr 2 :D !!!

ok anywayz in abt 2hrs time i'll b leaving 4 austin hills (JB) with cuzzes 4 cny...we've been going there 4 abt 3/4 yrs now...during cny i mean...quite fun...can swim...bowl...table tennis...badminton in e huge rms...etc etc. so cant blog till thurs...den fri going back 2 js 2 visit tchers! too bad cldnt go 2dae tho...aiyah...haha...better go nowz...gotta get evrythng rdy n stuff...cyaz on thursdae den!

oh btw HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! cyaz....

whizzer; 12:13:00 pm

Monday, February 07, 2005

CNY eve's eve

arloz...its mondae...dat means all 3 sciences...wait but 1st was CCA day during assembly...sum new thng...where me meet our respective CCA teachers n wadeva...so musical grps went 2 shaw foundation ceremonial hall 4 short talk by leong wei shin...den i happened 2 sit down nex 2 our nex sec 1s...who happened 2 b 2 sop 1s...YOUNG PPLE nowadaez...so bold...he went lyk...*poke poke* my leg...ay ur in rv rite? soprano rite? ......!?!? *rolls eyes* so den i jus gave sum lame reply...den he n another guy kept bugging me...so i jus lyk daoed dem...so irri...wadeva lah...den mr leong tok tok tok...den we went jnr blok atrium 4 rv brief...so mrs koh n ms chiang..ok mostly mrs koh, jus lyk intro evry1...den exco intro...den clap clap clap...gd thing isaac was blocking my view of those 2 irri sec 1s...den we sang baylero n pok pok 4 e newcomers...den evry1 in jnr blok was lyk looking at us...so farny...but vry few pple lah...den sharon xu was watching frm upstairs...lol...so finished out of tune 4 pok pok which was quite natural coz we didnt even hv time 2 prepare of warm up wadeva lorz...den ms chiang gave out angbaos with e choc coin n gold nugget thing n a hamburger sweet n sumthng else...cant rmbr...den dats abt it 4 CCA dae...den went 2 return blazer...so sad...miss e concert...always lyk dat...dunno y evrytime after concerts or comps n stuff always lyk...quite emotionally attached 2 them n e pple u went with...*sigh*...vry sad lorz...

den went 2 class...den went 2 bio lab...den went 2 class...den went 2 lt3...den went recess...den went 3B 4 chem...den went physics lab...den got released at lyk 1.55 so lyk 20 min of recess also no pt lah...anywayz had SS role play thingy...so go get stuff...den went avt...den not bad lah...i think ours was e best...but i shant comment on wad role i played...I WAS FORCED OK!!! it was...well...ahem...not a vry moral role...hem hem...nvm...so after dat nothing lorz...den went home...

got home...den ate lunch (chicken pie) coz i didnt hv lunch...den went 2 watch tv...den play a bit com...den watch tv...den rd bk...den now i blogging lorz...dunno whether shld make cards 4 tchers...apart frm quahs n chi tcherse cards...so mayb 2nite do...but 2nite got CSI...haha...but dis is lyk e 1st time dis yr i so free...yay...den realised vry sian...mis choir prac liaoz...resume so late 1...nex wed leh...aiyah...

ever noticed i always use a lot of dots? haha...dunno lah its jus e way i connect my sentences...instead of using proper punctuation...haha...but chris zhao say its vry rude 2 jus put ... without anythng else...so nex time must type 'dot dot dot' haha...anywayz gd luck 2 tennis guys...went 2 play against sji (i think) 2dae...hope dey win! dat'll make it e 4th time in a row...but with syl n chee jun playing 4 us how 2 lose? haha...but gd luck anywayz...

so after cny on fri we're going back 2 js 2 visit tchers (MRT) n others...n 2 c e sch lah...long time nvr go....since last yr tchers dae...so stil considering whether shld get ms tan a cny card or a bdae present coz her bdaes coming up dis month...hm...anywayz LZ n ZW going too...as usual...n hopefully other ac pple too lah...yay...HEY its not wrong 2 go ac ok...even tho ac n raffles supposedly rivals...its not dat im unloyal or wadeva...jus dat SUM pple frm both sides lyk 2 think dat...caught in the middle...haha...but its fun...kkz gtg cont watching tv liaoz...cyaz!

whizzer; 6:16:00 pm

Sunday, February 06, 2005

fUzZy

hey...dis will probably b e shortest entry so far...not really in an exceptionally gd mood 2 blog...troubled...friends...performance...*sigh*...stil sad abt e mess up during masquerade...both me n weiren...dunno lah...nex wed we'll c...anywayz a few friends facing problems too...sum minor...sum going thru phases in their life...quite a few actually stressed too...not dad i was numb 2 it b4...experiencing mixed feelings...i wont elaborate...n dunno y but i cldnt slp last nite...kept waking up...only slpt thru frm 3.30 onwards...so i kept thinking bout stuff...reflecting on wads happening...in sch...frenz...evrythng...basically...really wierd...sumthng wrong? ok mayb dis entry wont b dat short...but gtg nowz...btw i added music 2 my blog...or mayb u already realised...gd 4 u den...hope u lyk it...but den again its not a song i chose...jus dat i cant find e url 4 e songs i want...so...it'll hv 2 make do 4 now...bb 4 now den......

whizzer; 10:50:00 pm

Saturday, February 05, 2005

concert dae!

HEY!!! 2dae was vry exciting...let me start frm e beggining................
9.25am - woke up n had breakfast! wow
9.45am - packed things 4 concert (white long sleeve shirt, white long pants, black shoes, light grey shirt, tie, rv badge, blazer)
10.15am - signed in msnger n chatted with pple...den chin ee kp asking me 2 drink more water coz of concert...err...
11.10am - went 2 bathe n changed into sch u (shirt n shorts)
11.30am - checked stuff n cleaned up shoes n prepared evrythng else
11.45am - left 4 city hall 2 meet weiren, arthur n wei song 4 lunch
12.25pm - arthur finally turned up n we ate at...erm...a kfc at sum place...cant rmbr where...haha
12.55pm - choked down food n rushed 2 vch 4 ensemble prac (minus arthur)
1.05pm - put on coloured shirts n tried out songs
2.00pm - whole choir prac until 3.20pm
3.20pm - break 4 20 min, meanwhile ensemble had some more prac...
3.40pm - continue prac...
5.00pm - combine prac with rj 4 sanctus n in song we unite
6.15pm - had dinner (catered by revada)
6.50pm - final rehearsal n details
7.16pm -went backstage while pple streamed in...n waited til had 2 go out again
7.25pm - lined up at side entrance n entered after intro by MCs arthur n yanheng
7.30pm - official start of concert
1st few songs were vry gd...even toh said was gd...esp festival gloria...den come 2 balero n pok pok...er...not so fantastic lah...but stil ok i guess...nd more practise...den rj sang...den we went back on stage...den amigos...den MASQUERADE!!! screwed up song...at least 4 me lah...1st e duet part BOTH me n weiren 4 got 2 come in 4 'what a change' but dunno y lyk audience didnt realise...only choir pple were lyk...'aw oy'...sob sob...anywayz...den after i heard e silence n realised we didnt come in den i was lyk !?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!! den cont den i put up mask a leeeeeeeeetle early lah...must b e stress frm 4getting 2 come in earlier...den intermission...
after intermission was ensemble so had 2 quikly change into attire...den went up again...chili was...quite stoned lah...nd more choreo i think...coz its lyk...snapping only...so audience supposed 2 sway 2 e rhythm but...not exacyly wad happened...den a bit out of tune...den can u feel e love 2nite solo was quite soft...
after dat was alumni (bjorn/clifford n pple) so we had abt 5 min 2 change back into concert attire...quite rushed lah...den quikly went back onstange...continue jaako jinggalyeya n cantate...sum a bit rushed...sum out of tune...not as gd as 1st half lah...but generally stil ok...stil 'hv space 4 inprovement'...haiz...den combine with rj 4 sanctus...ok lah...den in song we unite was...ok lah...den finish den clap clap clap den present mr toh ms chiang n mrs koh with bouquet n chocs...den mr toh's daughter came up 2 giv him sumthng...couldnt c...but she did e same thing at dunman concert...ok lorz...den pple shout encore encore...den wait a while...den toh came back...den sang auspicium (sch song)...quite lame...but quite gd lah...den when finish LK n geoff stood up 2 clap...haha...so den almost went offstage den got called back 4 photo taking...so jus stone there n :) ..............den (de)brief...den mr toh said if sing dis standard can get gold 4 overseas comp...sumhow i doubt...getting there...but not quite...n dis concert practice was...quite last minute...or at least we started performing better towards concert dae...esp last nite...was e best of e practices...but i guess nothing can always b too perfect rite?...
so after dat was e hoorays n stuff den went back 2 e 'changing rm' n packed stuff...den LK call me...wanted 2 meet me...so i told him 2 take e life 2 e top flr...but den realised its e 2nd flr...haha...sry ah... : ...den congrats n stuff...
den continue packing stuff...den went down with weiren kia n gerald...den went home lorz...supposed 2 go supper or sumthng with arthur n other pple but dunno wad happened...dun think dey went eventually...but i could b wrong...so i jus went home...

generally i guess e concert was ok...better den e sec 1 christmas concert...definitely more interesting n nicer sounding den 2 yrs ago...but we could definitely hv done better too...cannot leave til 2 wks or so b4 den start bucking up...n too bad chris couldnt perform...mayb nex time! try harder den! but i dun feel e same as last time concert...dunno y...even tho dis time was better...mayb its coz i messed up e last part of e masquerade duet...kinda disheartening...but must try harder...hopefully theres another concert next yr...b4 we go 2 rj...i guess dis concert made me realised how much i really lyk being in rv coz of e pple n stuff....esp after things lyk concerts n getting gold in comps...when u feel really gd abt it...n u really miss it when u leave...

dats all 4 now...must go slp...had a long wk...tok tml den...cyaz! gdnite =D

whizzer; 11:37:00 pm

Friday, February 04, 2005

hey! tml's a big dae...RV concert 2005 'In Song We Unite'...gonna b really great...we've practising lyk crazy...dis wk was total of lyk 19 hrs...lol...vry tired...but it'll b rewarding if we do well tml...anywayz conductor said 2dae's prac was quite gd...haha...sumthng bout only performing well last minute or at nite or dunno wad lah...haha...yeah...den he decided 2 hv duet instead of solo 4 masquerade solo parts coz otherwise 1 person vry soft in e 900 persons concert hall...lol...so im doing alto part with weiren...hm...ok lorz...uhh...nvm...den spent quite a lot of time deciding on ensemble attire...finally decided on white long pants, track shoes (wad we wore 2dae), white t-shirt n solid colour short-sleeve button shirt over it...lol...dunno lah but could look a little wierd...but i shldnt criticise...so came back abt 10.45? around there...im sort of getting used 2 it tho...haha...okie tok again tml after concert...haha...vry tired...better go rest so tml can perform well...cyaz den! nitez

whizzer; 11:30:00 pm

Thursday, February 03, 2005

adding on...

hi again...since i've got a leeeeeeetle time left b4 i go 2 slp, i decided 2 add dis entry...try 2 rd e whole thing...its not too long or anythng...jus rd thru it...(i got it frm a friend)

fRenZ...
good friends:
(A)ccept you for who you are
(B)elieve in you
(C)all you just to say "HI"
(D)on't give up on you
(E)nvision the whole of you
(F)orgive your mistakes
(G)ive unconditionally
(H)elp you
(I)nvite you over
(J)ust be with you
(K)eep you close at heart
(L)ove you for who you are
(M)ake a difference in your life
(N)ever judge you
(O)ffer support
(P)ick you up when you're down
(Q)uieten your fears
(R)aise your spirits
(S)ay nice things about you
(T)ell you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstand you
(V)alue you
(W)alk beside you when you need the company
(X)plain things you don't understand
(Y)ell when you won't listen and
(Z)ap you back to reality...

i've been thinking abt stuff these daez coz 4 sum reason when i slp vry late at nite i cant get 2 slp straightaway so i start 2 think abt stuff...n friends are 1 of e things i usually think abt...coz i guess i value friendship a lot...especially since i've got sum really gd friends dis yr...thankfully...not lyk e previous 2 yrs...backstabbers......haha...dats abt...mom nagging 4 me 2 go 2 bed...haha...cya around...

whizzer; 11:29:00 pm

really really tired...

hi again...i've had another vry tiring wk...havent slept earlier den 12 dis wk...seriously...n i hv 2 get rid of my panda eyes by sat! (e concert rmbr...) yeah den after e concert shld b relatively less bz...coz lyk now mon wed n fri got prac...yesterdae until 10.20pm...not dat i mind e long hrs but its jus dat i hv hw n tests n other stuff 2 do 2...anywayz its quite fun practicing in lt at nite...always got security guard pop in 1...haha...so tml got prac again...3-9...cant wait 4 sat! past pracs hv been vry stressing...auditions...n reauditions...n wadeva...but yesterdae was quite ok...except dae ensemble prac wasnt too...good?...ok...oh yeah didnt hv time 2 blog last nite...too tired...den got work 2 do u noe...vry bz...lolx...nothing much happened in sch...other den pe we finally got started on floorball...we've been having hockey lah...so floorball is so much more fun den hockey...or mayb its bcoz im better at floorball...haha...

oh yeah...glad 2 c a mood change in sum pple...4 e better i mean...not so depressed/stressed or wadeva now...yay...haha...

'sum times its really hard 2 tell e person wad u really feel...but at e same time, u dun want it 2 continue...' dats wad im constantly thinking now in sch...mostly in class...im obviously not going 2 say wad dats abt...its 4 certain literature students 2 figure it out...lol...but seriously...................

okiez time 2 go cut hair now...vry long...haha...cyaz later! byezzzzzzz

whizzer; 4:28:00 pm

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

solace in life's simple pleasures

hey...not much time 2 blog now...abt 2mins...so i'll make dis short...ok so its been a really tiring month...EVEN eugene noticed dat my eyes hv become darker...err...yeah so hopefully can relax a bit after concert...phew...lets c...5 more daez! yay...anywayz i've realised (4 quite some time) dat sum pple tend 2 get vry emotional over stuff...n in e process get stressed up...e only thing 2 do i guess is 2 try 2 find relief in e simple pleasures life offers...wadeva they may b......

okie times up gotta run...cyaz!

whizzer; 11:57:00 pm