Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Cohesing

Thank God for the beautiful weather this morning which allowed Cohesion Day to proceed as planned. We managed to play our games, have quite some fun along the way and laugh at one another, and spend the day together with friends. Now its finally over and we don't have to worry about anymore administrative and executive planning :) Hope everyone managed to have a good time. Well at least it was something different from army training.

After Cohesion Day officially ended, we went to Parkway Parade to use our Coffee Bean Voucher won from Cohesion Day (Seth had to attend to more important appointments so didn't come with us =( ). Happened to meet Kaisheng, whom we've not seen in quite a while, outside Coffee Bean and had a short chat with him. Then walked across towards Roxy Square to eat Katong laksa, which was nothing fantastic. Took a syndicate 4 photo there (Kenny left us to find Val, Gerald, Yan Jie, Alan somewhere nearby to sing karaoke, which I visited for a few minutes), then Melvin, Zephy, Sean and I took a cab to Melvin's place, while John, Cheuk Yiu and Zhang went home, and Kai Jun went to find the people who were playing lan in Katong Shopping Centre. Kevin met us at the bus stop outside Melvin's house, then the 5 of us invaded his house and had a tour with many "wahs" and "oohs" upon discovering his really cozy bedroom with personal toilet among other things. After which we began playing Guitar Hero and mahjong. Yay Guitar Hero :p. Most of the time it was just Zephy and I playing, and occasionally Kevin. The rest played mahjong when Marcus came to join us a little later. Played until almost 9 when we had Canadian Pizza and chatted over dinner about army stuff mostly, with Sean providing much entertainment. As usual. Then continued playing a while more, finally leaving at 11pm. Kevin and I leeched off Marcus's cab to Queenstown MRT where Kevin left for Dover and I waited for the train to go to City Hall then to Bishan then to Lorong Chuan. Spent a lonely 40 minutes waiting for trains and leaning in a corner on the train listening to the classical-pop tunes of Il Divo and selecting possible songs for Melvin to use in our course video. At the same time happened to think of a very sweet thing to do during my wedding in the future, which will very nicely complement my previously meticulously thought-out enchanting proposal plan :p Finally arrived home at slightly past 12.

Somehow today felt like the last time I would see my Logs friends for some time. Felt it after we left ECP and were walking towards Katong. I still don't understand these irrational feelings. Then while waiting for the circle line train to arrive at Bishan, I thought of really wanting to experience how it'd be like to not act responsibly and consider others first and instead have someone I could depend on completely for a change. Someone who I could trust whole-heartedly, and who could do the same in turn. Someone who would always be willing to lend a listening ear to my often lame and awkwardly-phrased thoughts and comments, and not think any worse of me.Someone who would appreciate that a hug would do so much more than words when I'm feeling sad. Someone who would understand that when I say I'm fine, I'm actually not...

Haha >.< I'm just very very tired.

whizzer; 12:51:00 am