Saturday, February 26, 2005

reminiscence

sry ok..i didnt mean it..i wasnt trying 2 pry or anythng..jus dat u sounded so..frustrated? nvm..

e pressure's too much..dunno whether i shld go ahead with it..i noe i've already said i will..but..its lyk i cant seem 2 b able 2 go thru with it..n at e same time i cant back down coz its already been arranged..i really dont noe....

its hasnt exactly been smooth sailing..u dont noe how i feel at all..im not wat i always seem..pple hv their low pts in life u noe..sry if u find it irritating or anythng..n i wasnt shouting..i jus wan sumone 2 tok 2....

was just going thru my pics..seeing e pics of justina's last dae at sch brot back really gd memories..but vry sad too..shes now in the states doing her degree..den looked thru my last yr entries..didnt want 2 rd e 1 abt justina's last dae at sch..really cant bear 2 rmbr those times..gd times i guess..really..cant help but feel moments of loneliness....

dun feel lyk going on anymore..sry bout dat..jus cant bring myself 2 continue....

Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

Take a look at me now

whizzer; 10:12:00 pm